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[Tue, Nov 11th, 2003 |8===D| 8:29am] |
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ok, so i DIDN'T get my computer back.....
my mom and i went to the guys house to pick it up, but he wanted to show us how to run a virus check or something like that. it took about 45 minutes to finish on my slow-ass comp.
anyway, then it said that there was an error on it, so we stood there listening to this boring, stinky, pompous man for nothing. grrrrr..... well, he says, "oh well, you can do it when you get home, hahaha. now i'm going to try something that will probably crash your comp. again. hahaha...."
ummm.... he didn't really say that last part, but that's what happened. *says a lot of curse words*
he put some cd in the drive and it messed it up... AGAIN. what a dumb-ass. i don't know anything about computers, but i don't go around pretending i do and charging people money to screw them up even more. *more growling*
needless to say, i didn't get it back and am still typing from school. grrrrrrrrrr.......
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[Wed, Nov 5th, 2003 |8===D| 11:15am] |
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BOO!
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| Happy Halloween!!!!!!!!!! |
[Fri, Oct 31st, 2003 |8===D| 11:14am] |
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i'm excited!! it's halloween, everybody!!!!
wait to hear what happens......
*cue spooky laughing*
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| finally.... |
[Wed, Oct 29th, 2003 |8===D| 11:06am] |
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i get to update! yay! oh, nevermind. grrrrrrrrrrrr........
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| YIPPY!!! |
[Thu, Oct 23rd, 2003 |8===D| 8:42am] |
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HAPPY MOLE DAY EVERYBODY!!!!!!
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| "... i wasn't there for you..." |
[Wed, Oct 22nd, 2003 |8===D| 10:56am] |
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i'm in reeves' class again. big surprise. computer still doesn't work. tra la la la laaaa.
hmmm.... why is it that i seem to be taking on this apathetic "i don't care" attitude lately? i got proficient on my map tests. every other year before i've gotten advanced. now, i know that map isn't really important, but last year, i would have cried about not getting in the advanced range. currently, i could give a FLYING FUCK!!! and i'm really feeling an absence of feelings with jeremy. with EVERYTHING! i don't get it. another weird thing... i don't care that i don't care. grrrrrr.... so confused.
i'm not even really excited about halloween. i have my costume (slut) and it looks ok, but the thought of actually going out in it or any costume for that matter doesn't make me jump up and down and go weeedoggy.
oh well....
i think i'll skip pilate's today. i don't wanna do the mole day tee-shirt thingy either, but i will, only b/c i'm an officer. it's my duty and all that jazz, yadda yadda, shit.
i think i need time to myself. right after the shirts, i'm going home and lock myself in my room and just meditate or sleep. probably sleep. yah.
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[Mon, Oct 20th, 2003 |8===D| 11:10am] |
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the day started out good. now it's not anymore. fuck.
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[Mon, Oct 20th, 2003 |8===D| 8:12am] |
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well, the reason i'm posting in math class is b/c for some reason my computer at home is being a butt, and won't let me get on it. grrrrr.... every time i turn it on it says " boot up error, insert system disk" or some crap like that. i don't know SHIT about computers, except how to turn one on and get on the internet. hopefully, it'll get repaired soon. it's funny how one can become almost... dependent upon the cursed internet. damn electricity.
so went to go see kill bill friday! it was so... bloody! and i liked it. complete with an anime sequence and black 'n white, it was AWESOME!!!!! can't wait for volume 2!
eventful weekend. spent most of it with jeremy. let's see i was home on friday for about an hour. returned home on saturday at 4 in the afternoon and actually stayed the night there. then left at about 2 in the afternoon sunday to see jeremy (again). um... in my head, i realized that i should have gone home early on sunday and started my english paper... did i? no. i'm such a procrastinator. if it wasn't for ms. hogg's grace period... i would have had it done, but since she DID give us one, i'm waiting until tonight to start on it. and i just realized that i won't have much time to do it, considering i have to tutor and attend a lit club meeting. oh well..........
here's to graduation. ha ha.
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| cookie dough coming out my ASS!!!!!! |
[Thu, Oct 16th, 2003 |8===D| 8:15pm] |
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well, the cookie dough and cheesecake came in today..... i had seven VERY heavy boxes. grrrr..... and now i have to deliver all of it to everybody. i wish i could just teletransport this crap with my brain. then i wouldn't have to drive around everywhere to take it to the stupid people who bought it from me. (no offense, debbie)
sooooo, when i went to take my dad his cookie dough, i knew i'd be there awhile. i never see him (even though he does just live a mile down the street), so i figured he'd want to talk. and boy did he! he talked about women and relationships and broken hearts and the strip club he frequents and...... well, anyway, it was interesting and boring all at the same time. my dad is.... um.... unique?
unfortunately, homework, here i come. coochie-coochie-goo!
maybe if i baby-talk my homework, it will um, self-destruct!
i'm so weird. sorry. not really.
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[Thu, Oct 16th, 2003 |8===D| 8:43am] |
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i'm in reeve's class right now! mwahahahahahahaha!
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[Mon, Sep 29th, 2003 |8===D| 10:53pm] |
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i really have no idea what i'm doing. i tried to put in override codes so i could make up a lot of my own stuff. so it says, copy the override codes to this site in the space at the bottom of the page and then it gave me a link. i clicked on the link and........ the "space" they were talking about was NO WHERE TO BE FOUND!!!!!!
maybe i'm just stupid. yah, that's it. i'm stupid.
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr...........
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[Sun, Sep 28th, 2003 |8===D| 10:18pm] |
justin called me earlier today and told me that donnie rommel died recently. i just talked to him about a week and a half ago. weird.
kinda makes you think about how we're here one minute and gone the next. how anything can happen to your friends or people you hate.
i need to stop being so negative and work on overlooking other's shortcomings. i gotta start enjoying life as much as i can while i'm still breathing.
i know all this sound so cliché, but it's true.
love one another.
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[Wed, Sep 24th, 2003 |8===D| 9:55pm] |
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i'm surrounded by boys in my spanish class. immature, giggly, boys. but, the weird thing is, i don't mind. i feel, uh, drawn to them, i guess... hard to explain. i don't like them any more than i would a casual acquaintance, but i guess i just find them interesting (in a purely non-sexual way, of course)
huh, there's mcclain, kyle, and john. they shoot spit-wads at each other (and at some other people in the class) all hour, but it doesn't bother me. i even find it.... funny???? they draw messed up sketches of the... male anatomy all over each other's papers and i giggle right along with them. kyle hides john's notebook, while mcclain launches a good one right into fatma's hair, as john burns mcclain with a heated quarter. (yes, ms. johnson keeps a candle burning during class. smart lady.)
all this stupid behavior and i'm laughing too. weird. normally, i would be so annoyed. confused am i. oh well. i'm sure after a couple more weeks of spit-balls whizzing past my head, i'll be ready to hurt one of them, or all three. hey, i don't discriminate.
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[Fri, Sep 19th, 2003 |8===D| 11:11am] |
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right now i'm at school, in the middle of physics class. why am i on the computer, you ask???? cause, i can damn it!!! hehe. we just took a quiz and now everyone else is playing CS. i don't like it, so i decided to check up on lj!!! yay! DDR tonight! i think it'll be fun, fun. hmmm......... anything else? nope.
see everybody tonight!!!!!
§åråh
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[Sat, Sep 13th, 2003 |8===D| 12:39am] |
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[Wed, Sep 10th, 2003 |8===D| 10:15pm] |
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ok, i started my A+ tutoring tuesday and met my "mentee". this is the kid that is going to "look up to me" for the next year.
i don't like her. she's a ten year old thug guurrl, that curses, lies, and plays basketball, while she beats up boys.
today i went and just helped this group work on their homework, and passed out cookies. you'd think that "billy" would realize that if i just gave "billy" a cookie, and then 3 minutes later when "billy" says: "i didn't get a cookie, can i have one?" that i would still remember that i just gave "billy" a cookie!!!!! *sigh*
so, i miss taylor. i miss seeing him. i know i can talk to him on the phone, but it's not the same, da-gum-it. i want the personal contact. hur-umph. the only person i see from his family now is his mom, sometimes when i happen to run into her at coffeespress or kroger's. i'm used to seeing ALL OF THEM on a fairly regular basis. grrrrrr!!!
i'm ok. i'll be too busy with school, boys' and girls' club, and finding college money, that i won't have time to think about ANYTHING!!!!!
ok, now i'm going to bed. gotta get up early for ...... school. of course.
i wanna walk into calculus in the morning and give mr. reeves a big FUCK OFF!!!!!!......... actually, while i'm at it, you can too.
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[Mon, Sep 8th, 2003 |8===D| 11:16pm] |
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i need a break...... from people. they make me emotional. sometimes good, and other times.....
I AM NOT BLAMING THIS ON ANYONE!!!!!
i realize that i am the only one to blame for the fact that people affect me. entirely my fault.
i just don't know what to do about it. i think i need to do some heavy duty "introspecting", and figure out what's wrong with me. i apologize for any strange behavior i've expressed over the past couple of 'whatever's, and make amends in advance for any future weirdness you may encounter. i think it will be coming off me in waves and photons here pretty soon.......
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[Sun, Sep 7th, 2003 |8===D| 9:51pm] |
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tired. sleepy. going to bed. gotta go school morning. ZZZzzzzzz.........
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| just wondering....... |
[Sun, Sep 7th, 2003 |8===D| 1:58pm] |
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k, when taylor and i were going out, did i ever talk (at lengths) about how great he was or how wonderful our relationship was? i don't think i did. i mean, if anyone asked how we were doing, i would answer them, but other than that i never really talked about him, when it came to us (if that makes sense "{ )
i was just wondering, because it's my consensus that the people around you who, let's say, don't have great, fantastic significant others, will be happy for your happiness....... BUT, don't want to be reminded on a fairly regular basis that they STILL do not have a great, fantastic significant other, by hearing that you do.... whew.... i don't know if i'm making any sense. I get it, but whether anybody else does.......
anyway, yah, and it's the same way with PDA. it's a constant reminder to those around you that they are without a PDA partner.
and often, it's the simple fact that some people just don't want to see it. again, when i was with taylor, i wouldn't kiss and all that jazz in front of my friends because 1) i knew some of them didn't like to see PDA, and 2) they see and remember that they (say it with me) do not have a great, fantastic significant other.
hmmmmm..... i believe that i am done with this thought and will now memorize my 20 words for psych. of learning.
ºreally tell me what you think.... was i showy and just didn't realize it or does anyone agree with me or what? i'm not mad or upset, just curious! ok, bye! =P
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| dum dum duh-dum *wedding bells chime in the background* |
[Sat, Sep 6th, 2003 |8===D| 11:47pm] |
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has the boredom ever been THIS bad???? of course i could always clean my room....... nah. or clean the kitchen...... ha ha (whew! i almost fell outta my chair laughing at that one!).
i guess i'll just have to continue to stare at the computer screen, until something exciting happens.
or i could just go to bed..... hmmmmm..... it has possibilities!
yes, i think i shall turn in for the night. wake me when california sinks into the ocean, k? or when mr. hosmer marries ms. macke.... ahhh.... that will be worth waking up for. hey, i could give hosmer away. looks like i'll be asleep for awhile............
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